But Why?

I dunno...

I've never really been the type who is into going to reunions of any sort. It's not because I've had a sucky life. My life has been the absolute BOMB, but once a part of my life is over...I want to leave it there, y'know?

I'm writing about this because recently the choir that I used to sing with contacted me to sing with them. I SO wasn't into the idea because as much as I loved the people there, I just wasn't interested in going back NOR did I want to go to my alma mater, Northeastern Univ. Whenever I drive by that place, oh correction, whenever I am driven by that place (I don't drive) I get this feeling that I just want to get out of that area fast. Now mind you, I had a blast at that school! My first day I stepped onto that campus and said, "This is a pretty big school, but by the time I finish here everyone will know my name!" No I didn't rub my hands together and cackle evily, I was late for my Intro to Psychology class, so I didn't have time. Honestly, I think I achieved that. When you have folks talking about how they heard about you...When you don't even know them at all, yea I accomplished that. If you read my blog, I told you all the story about how my friends would tease me about knowing everyone. If you haven't read it, Check out the months of Feb. and March. It's there somewhere.

But anywhoo...

I had a blast at Northeastern. I've made some pretty awesome friends from there too. I've "adopted" folks into my family. I loved the place while I was there, but now to be on that campus...Well, I don't like it. I feel almost antsy to continue on with my life. To find another place to conquer. *rubs her hands and laughs evily* lol

As much as I loved being in that choir, it was hard for me to say yes to singing again. I got coerced but luckily, stuff came up on my end, so I couldn't sing with them at all. The average person looks forward to seeing their old stomping grounds, but not me. A year ago I went back to talk to a student organization that I spent a lot of time on...

I gave advice, I was witty, I was cute, c'mon were you shocked? I wasn't. lol But...It felt SO weird. I loved seeing the freshmen that I left now running things as seniors. The reception that I received was awesome, but honestly...When I got back to my world, I felt SO happy.

Call me weird, I won't deny it, but that's just how I am. The past is something I don't like to drudge up, regardless of how I felt about the environment. I haven't been to a high school reunion. I just don't want to go. I get asked if I'm going all the time. I think they just celebrated the 10th year ruin this year. Or maybe in 2006...Who knows? Who cares? Now now, that doesn't make me heartless...

I just makes me different. Perhaps it's because I make the most out of each of my experiences so that when it comes time to go back to these places, I push them away like a person who is completely satisfied with their meal pushes their plate away.

Quizas...

Now...It's be a few day since I talked about my bus dancing dreams and so far NO ONE has danced with me! Ummm...Are you people sleeping?! I thought you loved me! You couldn't set it up for someone to come and dance with me??? Why do I tell you folks these things? *rolls eyes*
All I know is, if you guys would have told me about your wishes, I would set up a dance experience for you! I would find out which bus route you take and where you get on...Then I would find a friend that you don't know and send him/her over to you to groove with you at the bus stop! Why? Because I'm a dedicated friend! That's why!!!! Tee hee...

Okay, I have to do data entry now. Temping like Pimpin' ain't easy...But it sure is fun. lol

Love, Peace, and Hair Grease!!!

P.S. To all those who read this thing and tell me that you do...Thanks! You guys keep me writing.