Why am I up? Sometimes you go through things that make you numb at the end. So here I am, clenched jaw, confused emotions, tears in my eyes. I'm angry, I'm PISSED...I've dropped a few f-bombs without guilt...
You claim that you trusted me
But why can't you see what I see?
You brought me close to help your dream
Yet you force me to swim up stream
Makin' it difficult for me to assist
Whackin' me on the head so I won't persist
Perfection isn't my motto it's not what I am
But I'm tryin' give me a break...DAMN!
Tell me how you want things done and ran
Any type of hint would make life grand
Responses to my actions make me feel dumb
And instead of feeling okay, I feel numb
Your commands go against all that's right
When all I'm doing is tryin' to help the site
My funky existence has dropped to hell
My arteries have hardened like on sickle cell
Instead of sleepin' I stay up and think
These situations have put my nerves on the brink
To the point where I wonder if it's smart
To stick around and to finish what I start
Smile nice, purty and follow your mission
And before I make a move ask for permission
It once called to me and now it gives pain
If you wondered why, this should have explained
Now I can sleep. This is the first poem that I have written in a long LONG time...
It bothers me that it was because I was upset. Oh well...
We don't chose when we make art sometimes...It pulls us over and says, "DO THIS NOW!"
...Bye.
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