I Don't Understand

Okay so back to this online website that I work for as an administrator:

I am to the point where I feel physically/mentally drained but instead of allowing them to drain me, I've decided to put some quiet hours into effect. The quiet hours will compose of 90% of my life! lol I'm the kinda person who everyone comes to for advice. So they all come to me for advice...

Now my question is, for a website that is based on hip hop and comic books, why is there a lot of drama?! The majority of the drama lies within one group! I don't understand mob mentalities...I don't participate in them either yet I see people who I respect falling in line like sheep everyday.

For those who don't know me, I am a non-conformist through and through. I am used to working for changes. I see things that I don't like and that aren't effective I speak up and try to help foster some change. I guess cats like me are an anomaly?

Most likely because I see adults on a game site who are unhappy because they want to stay in a particular group. Yes, it is like high school! You have your different cliques but these cliques are based on the typical comic book divisions like Heroes, Villains, Vigilantes, Beatniks, and Nomads. Guess what group I'm in? *winks*

Anyways, I understand folks inability to stand up for themselves in real life...But on a computer gaming site? You would think that being over a computer and interacting with people that you'll never meet would make folks bold, but it doesn't. They become more afraid of standing up for themselves, going against the grain, and even leaving their own cliques.

To me, it's SICK AND INSANE. You may call me judgmental but is the site paying these people's bills? It's not like it's a job that supports you and your families. It's not putting food on your tables so why do you care about what people who don't know you think about you?

I will never understand the complexities of the human nature, but dang it...It is making me sick to my stomach.

Give me a non-conformist any day! To all my non-conformists I say, if I could surround myself with you all, I would! I would put all the sheep to one side of the world and we'll rule the other 1/2. Wouldn't that sound good? I think so!

Okay Faithful Five (and you slackers),

Love, Peace, and Hair Grease!