Just Woke Up

It's Saturday and I just woke up. For some reason I just wanted to type in my blog. I guess I have stuff that's on my mind and since my personal journal is MIA at the moment, I'm going to use this bad boy as my outlet.

So...let's chat...

First let me say that I am normally not they type of person who likes to talk about herself. No I'm serious. There are people who have been in my life for years and they still know nothing about me. Don't be sad, they know it too, so I guess they are okay with that. There are others who constantly make themselves available to me, you know by saying, "If you need anything call me," or, "I'm here for you, you know that." Those are the ones that I tend to hit up every now and then.

But eh, there is more to this, but you know what? I don't really feel like talking about it... Deal with it...lol.

Have you really just dug somebody? I mean, in your eyes they are just so cool! At first you wonder if you're being an adoring fan or if you really like this person for who they are. If this person lost that "star appeal" (not to say they are famous, when I use that I mean there is just something about them that is intoxicating) could you still like them as much as you did when they had it? Don't get me wrong, and don't equate this chica to a teeny booping brat who cries or faints when she sees a pop star in public because I'm not talking about that. I'm talking about a regular guy and a regular girl. Well neither people are actually regular, you guys know that I'm not so for me to really dig someone, that person would have to be extraordinary...like me (yes, I know, I'm modest).

You see, I really don't know the answer to my question because this is the first time I ever felt this way. It's odd, but what can I say? This cat is the bomb diggity...lol. And this isn't a situation where I'm fawning over someone, I'm too old for that. Though, I do remember my high school days of having raging crushes that only lasted a few weeks. Nope this one has been going on for months now. 7 months to be exact...

I'll admit I took a break from this and it's now 6 pm....lol. I had stuff to do so shoot me. But I'm just in one of those floaty loving moods today. You know the one where everything in the universe is just copastetic? Where all you want to do is smile and even though you are presented with drama and the harsh realities of the world, you still just smile...

This has been my mood all day. I feel like I just had a big cup of tea after a nice dinner and I'm all cozy while having an intellectually stimulating conversation. *sigh*

It's fun to dig someone...isn't it?

Until then you beautiful, gorgeous, sexy beast readers...

Love, Peace, and Hair Grease

P.S. I know this doesn't make sense and it won't make sense to a lot of you...but remember, I write these bad boys for myself...